So right now it's 12:36AM, and I'm typing this for but I don't know what to write.

Well my life recently has been quite relaxing, doing this and that, having fun, shopping, going to theme parks stuff like that, that I'm not really going to elaborate on. I could say I've also changed my style, how I dress and how I style my hair is different from a year ago (I HAD MY EYEBROWS PLUCKED o_o). What I draw is also different, I still don't draw fanart but now it's all anime it seems and a little realism and observational stuff too. I painted over this summer, nothing much just a couple of plush toys, in acryliics, they came out nicely...I guess. lol Well that's what my family says. Let's see what else....

...well the most unexpected thing happened to me...

This is a rather sad thing to say...it's sad that I don't expect more from others and that I feel I'm a burden to everyone. I've always felt like this, and I don't think it's something that'll go away easily...

...in a way, it makes me kind of sad but I'm happy too...but then I realize how selfish I was and well....eh, it's kind of confusing. XP

I have a lot of memories on dA that I try to hide...I don't know why really...it was a weird time of my life I guess? I don't really know why.
You can kind of say I have an extensive online life.
I no longer do digital art and focus strictly on traditional. I still love what I do though, digital or traditional and I'll keep trying...

Also...it seems I've been missed...and not just here either... (extensive online life again)

I'll say it here, I'm a person who seems to always move on. It's a selfish mentality, I know, but after a while of doing anything, I just feel I no longer belong. It's happened in dA and it's happened elsewhere...because I realize that I'm boring, I'm not funny or entertaining...so you know...a burden lol

Er, what else to say...ah, I'm currently playing Transformice and really enjoying it. Although...I kind of wonder if eventually I'll just quit there too...things there remind me of some events here...

Well...that's all and just a quick update.